When He Left...

The day I went far
'Twas a war
Between mind and heart
Bitter-sour

Attachment was strong
For so long
To cut off the bond
So alone

Tragically insane
Is the game
Unbearable pain
Is the gain

Thought it was last
But alas!
Destiny has
Hand it fast

Beautiful meeting
He's a win
Never stopped thinking
About him

Then he was mine
So divine
Oh rain or shine
We'll be fine

When he's around
Comfort found
Laughters abound
Joyous and sound

What's this hood
That's so rude
To darken my mood
Is no good

My star has left
Is it a theft?
Did they forcibly get him
On a jet?

Why did he come
Just to run
I should have met one
Who is more fun

Now I am torn
Burden born
On a Sunday morn
I mourn

I must realize
Said the wise
This world's a hell
In disguise

To show you
Let you feel
Any of this world
Isn't real

Happiness and love
I long to have
The highest form
Are up above

It doesn't change
It doesn't leave
If it seems away
It's you who did

No wonder why
I always cry
And there are times
I even die

He has left me
He made me see
To wrong attachments
I should be free

No I don't hate him
I'm not that mean
In fact I am writing
This for him

Wherever you are
My old star
You may have left me
With a scar

Separation is hell
But I wish you well
May you always find
A safe place to dwell

I have loved you
I still do
If it's destined nothing
I can do

I have to accept
And never fret
Take what the Divine Will
Has set

Unto my Lord
I should begin
To step closer so life
Will never dim

I wanna say thank you
And I miss you too
May God bless your journey
Nimai, my cat friend, adieu...